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Every morning she brushes her hair Getting it just right She checks her face for flaws And sits down in her chair The webcam glows on And she sits there adjusting herself Hoping to be beautiful For the boy with the beautiful blue eyes. He says she's perfect in every way But all she sees when she looks in the mirror is Imperfections Fat sides Stretch Marks An ugly body Slight acne Even the gap in her smile It's sad that it takes so long for her to accept How beautiful she is to him

Sometimes I get scared. Scared that I've been replaced. Replaced by a person that did what I couldn't do. Do you know what its like to feel? Feel like everything you did was for nothing. Nothing could change what you tried to do back then. Then a man walks up and he says... Says he could do better

Its not that I have a bad life (Believe me I’m grateful for what I have) Its just the bad days that get to me. Days where nothing goes right. Days where I constantly keep failing Days where I’d rather give up then keep going. Days where no one seems to give a damn about my existence. Days when I’d rather hit the pause button and listen to the silence Days when no matter what I do I always do SOMETHING wrong But then I see you I see you in the flowers I see your smile in the sunshine I see your eyes in the moonlight I see and hear your laugh in the breeze I see and breathe in you And when I do I remember it&rsqu

The first person you fall in love with Has a huge impact on you It turns into a disease, a want, a Need. When that person is gone you feel Lost, empty, alone Everywhere you go Everyone you meet Everything you do Suddenly seems broken, wrong, a Mistake. Your thoughts and sight become Hazy, clouded, unclear Nothing makes sense anymore.

I've seen the way a guy Looks Touches Kisses A girl Like theres nothing more Important Than the smile he puts on her Pretty face.

I tried to quit you Cold turkey Tried to rip you out of my head My heart And see if I could still survive But of course Like most drugs Its hard to quit An addiction.